I can’t tell you something that isn’t real

My heart bleeds out

Like the words on a page

My feelings

Coming out

And then blowing away

In a wind

That forever blows

The words fall out

The feelings come

And then they pass

Like time

Like the perfect crime

The days pass

The clock ticks

And my heart opens again

Once more

I open up the door

To my soul

To my heart

Always wanting

A fresh start

Me and you

Just us two

A start that comes everyday

A start that hasn’t faded away

The love I feel

Everyday

Flowing out of me

Never met anyone

Like you before

For you

I opened my door

And you kept me safe

You kissed my forehead

You layed in my bed

And I found you

Unexpectedly

You changed my perspective

Touched my heart

Put me together

When I fell apart

You held out your hand

Lovingly

And I took it

At first reluctantly

But now you shine

Life into me

A new vision

For the future is clear

Just you and me

Here

Living life

A vision so bright

I smile each morning

I wake up next to you

And smile

At all the little things you do

The words fall out of my mouth

So freely

And it’s only you I see

When I look through the window

And into my soul

You have touched me

In ways you’ll never know

And it scares me

How free I feel

How different I am

Than before

Since you came knocking

At my door

So grateful

So loved

So graceful

Like the wings of a dove

Flapping through the air

Flying with no care

I look down

And see the world

See the girl

That I used to be

Come to life

Inside of me

Inside out

From the rooftops

I shout

That we are together

Forevermore

To my old life

I close the door

A fresh chapter

A starting page

Ready for a new story

A new day

And you take my breath away

I’m at your feet

Begging for forgiveness

Sins of the past

Memories

That won’t last

They won’t last a lifetime

They won’t haunt me forever

Soon to be cast out

Like I cast out the devil

From my soul

With an evil grin

He has no control

I’m in my mind

In my body

I feel my soul

I’m in control

Control my senses

Control my mind

Control the meaning I find

And this is life

Changing

Forever new

Forgetting the demons

Doing things I want to do

Living a life

Blessed with love

Blessed with forgiveness

Blessed with me

The girl I used to see

The one I lost so long ago

Came knocking on my door

She’s back in control

17 year old me

I can’t believe

She’s the girl I see

In the mirror

Looking back at me

An old soul

Younger next year

I’m 17 again

And I feel free

Links to the past

How long will they last

Visions of the crowd

Singing as I vowed

Never to let it come to this

An ending

That plays in my head

An ending

And a story that I dread

To remember

Looking backing

It’s September

I’m dancing in a crowded room

Listening to a song of doom

But I got mine

You may get yours

But today isn’t about bitterness

Isn’t about yesterday

Isn’t about a game

I used to play

Forgiveness

And a smiling face

I met my saving grace

And my life is forever changed

On a path

That I praise

Looking up at the sun

Wondering why it took so long

For me to come undone

Undone and reborn

There is no one left scorn

Waited so long

For a new day to come

And my mind

Running on overdrive

Today I feel so alive

Energy

Love

Forgiveness

Like an old drug

Days in the dark

Long passed

And as I said

I live renewed

I have a new mood

I hope it rubs off on you

That you can feel good too

That you smile everday

That you live for love

And every new gray

Hair on your head

Aging gracefully

And one day

We’ll all be dead

So forgive and forget

Lucky you will get

A matcha tea infront of me

A blank page

Music in my ears

And I won’t shed a tear

Life has just begun

Getting older

Like the sun

Each day I shine bright

And let you all

Touch my light